Tuesday, December 28, 2010

我是懒女人

刚从新加坡和马六甲回来,好久没写部落格了。 原本要写
  • Mid Valley Education Fair
  • Kevin的生日卡
  • 新加坡和马六甲之旅
不过打算在30号和“与逸婷逛街”、“Clover唱K”、“Class Party” 等一起写。现在想说一下自己的心情……

有很多人说自己很胖、脸很多痘痘,自己很丑(我不是指你),我是其中一个例子。我不否认,我确实很胖,不好看,高度都已经不过150cm了(145.T_T),体重还可以过五十,是不是很惊人?!又矮又胖,但如果你样子好看没关系,问题是我的样子又没有很好看(可是又很喜欢自恋地自拍),如果样子不好看没关系,皮肤不错就OK了,但问题是我的皮肤很烂,远看没关系,近看可以吓到你连续发恶梦三天。如果能够用三个东西形容我的脸,那就是:
  1. 月亮 · 因为我的脸很多疤痕,有很多痘痘 (好想哭~)
  2. 苹果 · 皮肤已经够黑了,却有时候很容易变红,不是白里透红,而是又黑又红, 丑死了。
  3. Pizza · 又圆又油,我的皮肤是属于油性的 =(
所以呢,我有时很羡慕那些虽然不是很瘦,但皮肤又美又白的人。

一些瘦的人,不会了解胖的人的心情,有一些,常把“你很胖”挂在口上,有一些,也许真心,也许假意,认为你没有其他人说的那么胖。我想对那一些人说,胖的人也有尊严,不要常常在一大堆人面前批评我们。我的外表的弱点,我真的很清楚,被其他人讲或批评是难免的。很多时候,我都忍着,笑着说:“我知道。”,但事实上,心里不是很好过。我曾经和朋友说过我的 烦恼,多数都说我应该有信心点,有的则说:“那就减肥啊!” 我想说的是,减肥并不是很容易,真的。要增肥,只需三天,要真的减肥?我看需要多过三个月吧!!减肥可以说难,也可以说容易,但最重要的是要有毅力。我认 为只要有毅力,什么都能完成。我认为减肥期间,真的很需要家人和朋友的鼓励,他们的支持将会成为我们的推动力。老实说,我每次都有说要减肥,但最后还是失 败了,“我要减肥!”都不知道说了多少次……我有想要减肥的念头,但我都没有实际的行动,就算有,最长也只维持几个星期。天下只有懒女人,没有丑女人。都那么久了,我都不能瘦下来,反而一直向旁边成长。所以我是懒女人。

几年了,我已经没穿短裙和短裤出街。我每一次都必须为下一次出去时穿什么而烦恼。有时候会在前一晚花几小时试穿很多衣,因为我以前没那么胖,所以许多衣都很明显的变紧了。认识我的人都应该知道,我70%的衣是长袖的,就算是背心,也配长袖外套。60%的衣是黑色系或暗色系。半小时前,我在“翻”我的衣橱,我好烦恼,因为明天又要朋友出街,我不想在朋友面前重复穿同样的衣服,但我已经没办法了。其他的衣穿了都不好看。打开姐姐的衣橱,五颜六色的,什么款式都有,紧身牛仔裤、裤袜、迷你裙、热裤、背心、碎花衣裳、连身裙、小外套…… 我突然好羡慕,再看看自己的衣橱,我觉得自己很可悲,我怎么能让自己胖到这地步。我也好想要穿短裙短裤、我也好想要像姐姐一样,常常被亲朋戚友称赞,而不是被取笑,被批评、我也好想要,无论在站着时,或坐着时不会感到不自在。我有好多“好想要"……

胖也有胖的好看,但我个人觉得,瘦会更好看。你不必有魔鬼身材,但至少你要有健康的身体。身为读Biology的学生我应该知道,胖会增加许多疾病的巴仙率。现在,唯一能够解决这问题的,只有自己。我决定不做懒女人了,我必须更有毅力,更有耐心,以实际的行动达成愿望。接下来的三个月假期,是我减肥的最佳时刻。我好希望,我不会再有对自己的身体不自在的感觉了。如果你也是和我一样,那我们一起加油吧!如果不是,如果你给予我支持和鼓励,我将向你致以万二分之谢意。=)

-X-

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

MANGA-s 开封仪式

呵呵呵呵……
为了应付大考,我已经“封印”我的漫画几个月。
明天!
明天早上八点!!
我将会开封!!!
在帮我的宝贝们拍照!!!!
xDDDDD

it sounds like i'm a otaku. wahaha.

i'm not.

-X-

The LAST day of SPM

Yo, everybody!! c'mon, shout with me..... YAYYY~~~~~~
Finally, the exam ends today. Do you smell that?? Do you smell that?? That's the smell of FREEDOM. YEA!! XD

LOL. ok. erm... so we had our last paper today, which is Chinese. Yet, i choose to post it with English. == Well, that paper, is damn hard. Seriously, if you can do the whole paper smoothly, i think you are damn smart. or maybe, i' m too stupid. (i'm not) Looking at the whole paragraph (文言文), i felt like i'm reading a foreign language. =P

So, Science stream students, we finished our task, with FORTITUDE, with COURAGE, with FAITH(?)!! For the Art Stream students, i feel so bad for them. They have another paper on 20th of December, which is 6 days after. 5 DAYS before Christmas!! i think that's the first time in SPM history. You might not feel the same way, coz' you might think that "i had more time to spend with friends~" Anyway, i wish you all the BEST in your Economic paper. :)

As usual, exam started at 8am and ended at 10.15am. Recess time, i read some essays which my tutor gave. One of the essay is extremely nice, it is so touching that i nearly cried. =P We met Pn. Rahimi, our Malay teacher, she's a good teacher, though she gave us tonnes of homework... Ahh, we finally graduate, all this past memory had become our history. Odd, i feel happy but sad at the same time whenever i reminisced over my school life! At 11.15am, we had our second paper. I don't know whether i wrote a good essay or not, but i tried my best. 1pm, when the teacher asked us to put down the pen, most of the people were cheering. but i was not really happy, i was kinda worried.... hope i don't get a D, or C, ...or B... However, later, i was freaking happy. =) we finally returned all the SPBT books. We borrowed 18 textbooks from the school, i think 12, 12 out of the 18, i never bring it to school. Hermm, i wonder i ever opened it before. haha.

Anyway, after that, YeeT and I went to the TESCO Kepong. We had our hearty meal at the A&W, i met my dear friend, Michelle, and YeeT met lots of her primary friends, good for her! :) Later, we watched the Disney Movie, Rapunzel- A Tangled Tale. It is quite nice actually. Better then i thought. Some dialogues are kinda funny, touching, and some scenes are so beautiful. Oh ya, we even sit next to the another group of KB students, what a coincidence! =D






This is one of my favourite scene! =D
And this movie, is definitely one of my favourite Disney movie. HEE~

So after that, i chat with YeeT, and went home at 5pm.
I'm so happy today, and i'm exhausted. i think i need a 10 hours sleep.

Signing off. :)

-X-

Monday, December 13, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

13th of December

Happy Birthday
Hideto Matsumoto!!










You live in my heart. :)

Ohh, i wish i can go here
LEMONed Shop

one day.....

"Stay free your Misery"

-X-

Sunday, December 12, 2010

最后一张考卷

考了九张考卷后,停六天,接下来便是最后一张考卷,是华语,也就是后天。

虽然现在才第五天,不过我已忍不住写一写我想说的话。
“在这六天内,你做了什么??”
老实说,一开始拿到考试时间表时,我还相当开心@生气的,开心是因为考华语前竟然还有六天时间可以给你准备,生气的是考试竟然可以拖到十四号!我原本计划要充分利用这六天的时间背200句名句精华,读一读范文,做一做文言文练习题……

但现在,我有点对自己失望,现在第五天,我才读了中五的名句精华,而且还不熟的…… 另外四天内,我做了什么?看戏看戏看戏。== 我输给了懒惰,像猪一样坐在沙发上,戏看了一处又一处…… 看我之前的post就知道。别以为我只看The Young Victoria 和 The Last Samurai, 我还一直追看American Next Top Model (Cycle 14 & 15)、Master Chef US、How I Met Your Mother等……要不然,就是在做我朋友有的生日卡……

这六天,真的很考你的耐力。如果你充分地利用这六天的时间读书的话,恭喜你!
如果你像我一样是Potato Couch,那你可能现在还在看着戏,不是看着我的post,哈哈。==
我想说的是,如果停的是两天,不是六天的话,我会不停地读书 (也说不定)XD

有报考华语的各位,先恭喜你们,因为你们没有放弃自己的母语。我了解华语“在这里”很难拿到A,不过不管会不会考得好,尽力而为啦~ 加油!!!

Signing Off. :)

-X-

Saturday, December 11, 2010

The Young Victoria

Another movie that i watched recently. nice~ :)


A dramatization of the turbulent first years of Queen Victoria's rule, and her enduring romance with Prince Albert.

Friday, December 10, 2010

R.I.P

if you read today's newspaper, i'm sure you know who the person i mean. Well, i don't want to mention that person's name here.
at first, i was curious, why is my mom looking at the profile of a good looking guy in the facebook?
Then, i realized that the profile is actually the guy who commit suicide becoz' he was dumped by his girlfriend. he even countdown in the Facebook to commit suicide. mygosh....

i felt kinda sad, coz' this guy is still young, he had a good looking, and the most important is he still have a bright future!!!
i think he made the wrong decision to do something like this, i hope there's someone beside him when he was in the deep despair. but now, everything it's too late.

Please, DON'T EVER commit suicide. Commit suicide is the worst decision.
When your heart sinks to the Davy Jone's Locker, there's always a buoyant force to lift you up.
When you think you cannot move on, your family and friends would definitely be your catalyst.
Determination + Effort ---> Success

LOL.

R.I.P, guy.

P/S: if you still don't know who i meant, read today's newspaper.

-X-

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Bushido

Lol, i hope i did not spell that word wrongly. ><
That word it's kinda cool, it means 武士道 in Chinese. I learn this word from the movie that i watched recently - The Last Samurai. This movie is awesome!! I love it very much. =D Here are some of my favourite quotes from the movie.
( Algren - Tom Cruise )

Emperor Meiji: Tell me how he died.
Algren: I will tell you how he lived.
(This is the last dialogue of the whole movie. COOL!! **he: Katsumoto, the Samurai )

Katsumoto: You believe a man can change his destiny?
Algren: I think a man does what he can, until his destiny is revealed.

Katsumoto: This is my son's village. We are deep in the mountains, and the winter is coming. You cannot escape.
Nobutada: Jolly Good.

[Nobutada is shamed by Imperial Guards who cut off his top knot and take his swords, leaving him in a heap in the street]
Algren: C'mon, I'll take you home.
Nobutada: Jolly good.
(haha, Nobutada learn that from Algren, kinda funny. ** Nobutada is the son of Katsumoto)

Algren: You want me to kill Jappos, I'll kill Jappos.
Colonel Bagley: I'm not asking you to kill anybody.
Algren: You want me to kill THE ENEMIES of Jappos, I'll kill THE ENEMIES of Jappos... Rebs, or Sioux, or Cheyenne... For 500 bucks a month I'll kill whoever you want. But keep one thing in mind: I'd happily kill you for free.
(I just simply like the last few words. =D)

Algren: [shouting] What do you want from me?
Katsumoto: What do you want for yourself?

Emperor Meiji: Ambassador Swanbeck, I have concluded that your treaty is NOT in the best interests of my people.
Ambassador Swanbeck: Sir, if I may...
Emperor Meiji: So sorry, but you may not.
(haha, the Emperor is damn cool. XD)

Silent Samurai: Algren-San.
[he rushes in front of Algren to protect him from being shot, and is consequently shot himself]
Algren: Bob.
(The name of the Samurai that protected Algren is actually not Bob. haha....)

Nobutada: Father, let me stay. It is my time.
(sobs...... so touching, bushido...)

Katsumoto: The perfect blossom is a rare thing. You could spend your life looking for one, and it would not be a wasted life.
(sakura is nice, i wish i have the chance to see it with my eyes)

Algren
: Who sent those men to kill you? Was it the Emperor? Omura?
Katsumoto: If The Emperor wishes my death, he has but to ask.
Algren: So it was Omura.

Algren: There was once a battle at a place called Thermopylae, where three hundred brave Greeks held off a Persian army of a million men... a million, you understand this number?
Katsumoto: I understand this number.

[about General Hasegawa]
Algren: He fought with the Samurai?
Simon Graham: He IS Samurai.
(** General Hasegawa is the general for the Imperial's Guard)

Simon Graham: You insolent, useless son of a peasant dog! How dare you show your sword in his presence! Do you know who this is?
[pointing to Algren]
Simon Graham: This is the President of the United States of America! He is here to lead our armies in victorious battle against the rebels!
Guard: It is not my responsibility...
Simon Graham: Now get over there and help those men with their equipment!
Guard: [to his men] Carry the equipment.
[Algren and Graham go through]
Algren: The President of the United States?
Simon Graham: Sorry. I think I'm going to be sick.
(haha...xD)

Taka: Japanese men do not help with this
Algren: [grabs firewood basket] I am not Japanese
(cool~)

Higen: Will you fight the white men, too?
Algren: If they come here, yes.
Higen: Why?
Algren: Because they come to destroy what I have come to love.
(I like this.... **Higen is son of Taka)

Nobutada: [after Algren is defeated in fencing pratice] Please forgive; too many mind.
Algren: [puzzeled] "Too many mind?"
Nobutada: Hai, mind the sword, mind the people watch, mind enemy - -too many mind.
[seriously]
Nobutada: No mind.
Algren: [pretending getting it] No mind.
[returns to training only to be defeated yet again, much to the laughter of Nobutada and his cousin]

Algren: This is Katsumoto's sword. He would have wanted you to have it. He hoped with his dying breath that you would remember his ancestors who held this sword, and what they died for. May the strength of the Samurai be with you always.

Algren
: There is some comfort in the emptiness of the sea, no past, no future.

Algren: [narrating] Winter, 1877. What does it mean to be Samurai? To devote yourself utterly to a set of moral principles. To seek a stillness of your mind. And to master the way of the sword.

Emperor Meiji
: My ancestors have ruled Japan for 2,000 years. And for all that time we have slept. During my sleep I have dreamed. I dreamed of a unified Japan. Of a country strong and independent and modern... And now we are awake. We have railroads and cannon, Western clothing. But we cannot forget who we are. Or where we come from.

And here are some pictures of the movie











Tom Cruise is SOOOO handsome!! xDD

Watch this movie. really, it's very nice. =)

-X-

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

SPM第九天

时间过得真快…………剩最后一张考卷了, 真不知道该开心还是伤心。

今天考Biology。同样的,一开始(昨晚),我相当有信心。但,当夜越来越深,看着一大叠还没读的笔记,信心随着时间的流去慢慢地减少。凌晨三点钟,抱着笔记入眠。

早上,起床,享用爱心早餐,出发,到学校。今天是最后一天看到一些不同班的朋友了。;)
八时正,考试开始,试卷一做得很顺利。不过得知自己有一题错了后,感觉真不好。
接下来的试卷,就没那么顺利了。读了那么熟的 Production of Urine, Cardiac Cycle, Adaptation of Heart, Mangrove swamps, flight & fight situation 等题目,都没出,真失望……试卷三,更气人,补习老师给我们一本有Paper 3 Experiment的册子,考卷出的两题也有在册子内。偏偏……偏偏就是那两题!!!正本册子都读完了,就是没看那两题!!…………我真是笨哪!!
我不是不会做,只是,如果我有读的话,我可以更确定我写的答案是对的。我写的答案,整个实验,有一半是我自创的。==

回到家,第一件事清就是开Facebook。
现在越写,越没心情。D=
真对不起正在和我(通过Fb)聊天的婷,我现在心情不好。

Signing off.

-X-

Monday, December 6, 2010

SPM第八天

SPM 进入第八天,剩下两张考卷,不知为什么心里觉得很不舍。感觉上考完SPM后,我的中学生涯就正式结束了。=( 说真的,我有点不舍得我现在的生活。每天固定的时间起床,吃早餐,上巴士,坐固定的位置,上周会,上课,听课,谈天,读书,打闹,涂鸦,下课,吃还不错的食堂@食物,和婷gap仔,偶尔去meeting, 见老师,上课,迟回班,睡觉,听课,做功课,等放学,回家。看电视,做家务,看书,听歌,补习补习补习。多么“轻松”的生活啊,说真的,我们现在的生活算是“无忧无虑”,没有太多需要烦恼的事情(除了学业和一些杂碎的事情)。最舍不得的是,周围的人,将会改变。有很多的朋友,虽然关系不错,也很喜欢他们,不过,基本上应该很难再见面了……=(

SPM 第八天,考的是化学@Chemistry。老实说,比起其他考卷,这张是我准备最不足的科目。刚开始是蛮有信心的,读书读到半夜一点钟,头脑已经saturated。不能再继续读下去,睡了四小时后,在起床读Form 5第二和第三课 (结果是出最少的课……==)今天的早餐是最丰富的,不过我很懒得形容,哈哈。=D 八时考试卷一,十时考试卷二,二时考试卷三。试卷二,出乎意料的容易,也出乎意料的,错得多。D=

结束后,和妈妈到餐厅去吃东西。和妈妈谈了好多话。我发现到我很喜欢“解释”,说不定,我适合当教授,去教书呢~xD 我有很多愿望,其中一个是在漫画店打工,父母似乎不反对,不过交通有问题。打工赚来的钱,我想拿来上学日语课。=) 真希望愿望能成真呢!

-X-

Friday, December 3, 2010

我的宝贝

相信每个人都有宝贝吧~这里我指的不是偶像、男朋友或女朋友哦。

我的宝贝,相当多,种类也多,枕头、娃娃、笔芯笔、笔记本、CD、漫画、杂志、故事书、日记簿、票根、书包、钱包、出街用的包包、我的CONVERSE布鞋、MP3机、手机、吉他……
还有,奇怪的有:糖果纸、玻璃罐、报章、学校派的通告纸、校服上的name tag、颜色纸、File、有日本字的标签……==

基本上,我的东西就是我的宝贝!!!=DD 像是票根哪,通告纸啊、糖果纸啊(干净的)……每个都有故事。像是我有很多玻璃罐,是我自己喝了才收集的……但是我有个两个青色的玻璃罐,它的设计很好看,不过是我朋友送给我当生日礼物的。哈哈哈哈,而且是他喝完里面的饮料才给我。我……=DDD 我撕开礼物纸时,还…………

不对,不对,这不是我今天的重点……==

说回宝贝,我还有一个,就是我最爱的补习老师们给我们的笔记@notes。
认识我的人,应该知道我很喜欢我的补习老师:Siiva、Mr.Lim、Suguz、Eugene、Sundram、Nicholas、SunnyLim…… 我有好多好多他们给的笔记,把他们所有的笔记(纸)叠起来的话,应该会有超过我的高度(的一半)。总之,有很~~多!!

问题是,我毕业后,就再也没用到这些笔记了,我也不需要留给弟弟,弟弟有补他们的习。我更舍不得丢掉或环保。怎么办??我的房间太多太多东西了。想到这点,我有点(很)烦恼。

怎么办~~给我意见。=D

-X-

SPM第六天 和 第七天

星期三,考恐怖的Addmath, 进考场时我的心跳的超~快的。拿到考卷后, 很兴奋地做完整张考卷, 有点对自己失望,因为有几题是不会做的,不过至少没有空白的部分。=) 十时十五分回家,家里好吵,不过逼自己睡觉。

一点半,回到学校,紧张的时刻又到了,试卷二:100分,所以要很努力地做。没想到做到一半,下起倾盆大雨,还
打雷!!超恐怖的……T___T 之后还停电!!我抬起头,大家都还在“埋头苦干”,根本都没人抬起头看发生什么事,Addmath 的力量真可怕。倒霉的是,我的位置上的屋顶在滴水!!!弄到我的考卷湿湿的!!!可恶,害我必须一边做,一边擦水滴。幸好我用的是Zebra原子笔。=)

回到家,原本要读书的,不过看了一小时的戏。>< 好的是我开始看那戏时,戏已做到三分之一了。;) 过后,又读书读书读书。明天是Physic考卷。老实说,我相当有信心的。因为trial考到87分~ 不过还是努力读到一点钟,当中也有和婷谈天。=)

早上起床,有点累。到了学校,八时进考场,开始做试卷。十时分考试卷二,变态,真是变态,这张不容易,有超过一半的答案我都是随便写的,我很伤心+担心。之后大家都说这张考卷很难,不过我相信大家都考到OK啦! 之后和婷到校外,到某间餐厅去。叫了芋头珍珠奶茶和巧克力松饼。=)我已没什么心情读了,因为都不知道会出什么。之后,Kevin, Ama, 和 Min Yen也来了。一边谈天,一边讨论考卷,一边读书,一边吃东西,一边喝东西。== 回到学校,二时开始试卷三。(真的是出ticker timer啊, 各位……==)

回到家,累垮了,不过妈妈要榨果汁,所以为了让自己醒着,所以看Kevjumba!!! 超好笑的!!xDDD 我的blog旁边有link, 去看看吧~ 和妈妈姐姐弟弟谈天,然后睡觉,醒来时已经七点多,今天八点有补习,最后四次的补习。补时,相当开心~Mr.Lim 果然是我最喜欢的老师之一。=) 回到家,心情不是很好。得知我的试卷三错的不少,再加上试卷一错七题,彻底失望。D= 好怕我拿不到A啊---------

半夜,收到有一则信息,是好,也是坏消息。茹被选进第一队国民服务,在Sarawak,这是好消息。被选去Sarawak,是好事,因为Sarawak的国民服务营很好。坏消息是,茹不能和我们去Sabah旅行了。DDDDDD= 很伤心啊!!!!!!!!!

P/S:MasterChef 很好看~=)

-X-

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

SPM第六天

今天…………………………………………………………
啊~累垮了。下次写好了。