Love is primordial and it is an unmistakable beauty of a human emotion. But everything has a limit, when the limit point is exceeded, love is no longer love, it becomes more like over possessive, jealousy or even " i-love-you-so-much-that-i-hate-you" (?). It's easy to love a person, but maintaining the love in a relationship is definitely not a cinch. We were born with imperfections, we have emotions, we have weakness. We tend to get emotional sometimes and negative thoughts or feelings could fester in our mind. But we were born with a power, the power to control our negative sides, either emotions or thoughts. I think, falling in love is a learning process, we learn to use the "power" by "practicing" to compensate, to forgive one's mistake and learn from the mistake. The most important thing is we learn that no one is perfect and it's essential to forgive one's imperfection in a relationship.
I don't need a reason to love you. It's impossible for me to describe
the feeling of love, so do explaining the reason why i fall in love. But i love you that i'm willing to be involved in the learning process. I'm not perfect and that's why i do not/should not expect you to be perfect. I can't be perfect for you, but i can be the best for you. :)
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Weird Dreeeeaammmmm again & again
I always have weird dreams when i'm sleeping and sharing my weird dreams to my friend is one of my interest. XD Some dreams are weird enough to let me remember the whole thing even after i wake up. And this dream is one of them:
It started with a scene of Everyone ( my college friends: Wl, PeiK, WeiJ, some B class boys & C Class boys. Yeeaappp, everyone that went to the Penang trip. = =) was in the bus. We were heading to Genting Highland. But!! Our final destination was actually the Langkawi Beach. (What the??) It meant to say that we have to go to the Genting Highland and take the cable car to the beach. LOL.= =
The next scene was everyone was at the beach. A very very very weird beach becoz the sea was quite small, and at the very end of the sea, you could see rock castles. Everyone was enjoy playing at the beach. Suddenly someone shouted something and all of us rushed back to the shore. We packed our stuff and took the cable car back to Genting = = Then someone said, Why we have to leave?? So, we went back to the so-call Langkawi Beach again (wth?) When we reached the beach, everyone was so so so so so shocked!! Becoz there's no more beach but a sea of SNOW. We had a discussion about what had happened to the beach. and our final decision was to play at the snow sea.
It started with a scene of Everyone ( my college friends: Wl, PeiK, WeiJ, some B class boys & C Class boys. Yeeaappp, everyone that went to the Penang trip. = =) was in the bus. We were heading to Genting Highland. But!! Our final destination was actually the Langkawi Beach. (What the??) It meant to say that we have to go to the Genting Highland and take the cable car to the beach. LOL.= =
The next scene was everyone was at the beach. A very very very weird beach becoz the sea was quite small, and at the very end of the sea, you could see rock castles. Everyone was enjoy playing at the beach. Suddenly someone shouted something and all of us rushed back to the shore. We packed our stuff and took the cable car back to Genting = = Then someone said, Why we have to leave?? So, we went back to the so-call Langkawi Beach again (wth?) When we reached the beach, everyone was so so so so so shocked!! Becoz there's no more beach but a sea of SNOW. We had a discussion about what had happened to the beach. and our final decision was to play at the snow sea.
~*The End*~
I have totally no idea what i was dreaming. still, there's some part which i forgot coz i did not wrote it down right after i wake up. :P Sometimes i really prefer not to have any dreams when i'm sleeping becoz having dreams while i'm asleep makes me feel extremely tired when i wake up. :(
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
We enjoy preparing meal for each other 1
#3 Fettuccine Carbonara (for him)
-pasta, herbs, ham, mushrooms, mushrooms & mushrooms :3
#1 noodle with perfectly fried hash brown (for me)
#2 pancakes with black cherry jam and a lovely scoop of pistachio almond ice-cream
(for him)
(for him)
next recipe (for him) ??
i'm thinking of Japanese bento. hehehe..
Ssshhhhhh....
Friday, June 8, 2012
Packing :)
To those who love traveling, give me a Hi-5! :D To those who have problems in packing, give me a double Hi-10!! XDD Seriously, this problem is never solved. if you read my previous posts (before the trip to bangkok I & II), you can see how bad i am in packing. There's a few reason or should i say facts(?) which bring me to this problem:
i) Bad skin condition. ok laa, not to say bad, but not-so-good skin condition. i need many skin care products in order to prevent my skin condition worsen! Another thing is, i put on BB cream during daytime (which you have to cleanse it properly before you sleep), i tend to feel dirty if i did not do the cleansing steps in the right way before i sleep. weird huh?? :P cleanser, toner, moisturizer, lotion, acne cream, night lotion, body lotion, emulsion, essence.... all these give extra weight to my luggage!
ii) Odd habit. yeaa, i think this is odd enough. At least none of my friends around me have this kind of habit. I got a habit of thinking & preparing what to wear for each day during my trip. = = For example, 1st day i'll be walking around, so i have to wear something comfy, considering whether the weather is hot or warm or windy or cold (for four season countries of coz!), and of coz i have to wear my sneakers instead of heels! So, the day before the trip, i'll be probably busy mix matching, thinking what to wear for the whole trip. Sounds that i'm so prepared for trip right?? the problem is, every time during the trip, i did not follow what i had planned for hours. = = yeaap, so end up that few hours are just waste of time.
iii) thinking too much. Well, this attitude, it might be a good thing, or most of the time, bad thing. I'll be thinking "what if it rains?" i'll bring an umbrella! :D "what if someone have a headache or stomachache?" i'll bring some pills (Panadol) ! :D "what if there's some activity that we will expose to the bright sun for hours?" i'll bring sun block! :D "what if i'm hungry during the journey?" i'll bring some snacks! :D "what if i'll be boring during the journey?" i'll bring my mp3! :D "what if there's no electricity at night?" i'll bring a torchlight! :D "what if it rains, and we got soaked in rain water?" i'll bring extra clothes! :D "what if my camera/ cell phone not battery?" i'll bring my chargers! :D "what if there's no towel/soap/shampoo/hairdryer... in the hotel room?" i'll bring all of them! :DDDD
So during the journey, if something unlucky happens [ just let your imagination go wild!] (anyway, CHOIII, touch wood!!) i still have snacks, clothes, pill, torchlight, extra clothes, umbrella... okie, this is getting too far.= =
So basically that all ^^^^ bring me to the problem in packing. Yeaa, you may think it's funny, but it's even funny if you know that i'm very serious in all these. :P
Yeappp! i'm going for a trip tomorrow! which brings me to my next problem, i haven't pack my things yet. It's 1am and i have to wake up at 5am. = = which ---- brings me to another problem, i got so many things that i want to bring!!! i don't even know how to start my packing. = = Oh yaa, and by the way, it's a 2 days 1 night trip, and i've been thinking how can i force all my stuffs to a bag for hours. (i'm good in wasting time :( )
MY final decision. Set priorities! :D i should have think of that hours ago. = =
i'm really good in wasting time! ohno.
Wish my luck. :D
i) Bad skin condition. ok laa, not to say bad, but not-so-good skin condition. i need many skin care products in order to prevent my skin condition worsen! Another thing is, i put on BB cream during daytime (which you have to cleanse it properly before you sleep), i tend to feel dirty if i did not do the cleansing steps in the right way before i sleep. weird huh?? :P cleanser, toner, moisturizer, lotion, acne cream, night lotion, body lotion, emulsion, essence.... all these give extra weight to my luggage!
ii) Odd habit. yeaa, i think this is odd enough. At least none of my friends around me have this kind of habit. I got a habit of thinking & preparing what to wear for each day during my trip. = = For example, 1st day i'll be walking around, so i have to wear something comfy, considering whether the weather is hot or warm or windy or cold (for four season countries of coz!), and of coz i have to wear my sneakers instead of heels! So, the day before the trip, i'll be probably busy mix matching, thinking what to wear for the whole trip. Sounds that i'm so prepared for trip right?? the problem is, every time during the trip, i did not follow what i had planned for hours. = = yeaap, so end up that few hours are just waste of time.
iii) thinking too much. Well, this attitude, it might be a good thing, or most of the time, bad thing. I'll be thinking "what if it rains?" i'll bring an umbrella! :D "what if someone have a headache or stomachache?" i'll bring some pills (Panadol) ! :D "what if there's some activity that we will expose to the bright sun for hours?" i'll bring sun block! :D "what if i'm hungry during the journey?" i'll bring some snacks! :D "what if i'll be boring during the journey?" i'll bring my mp3! :D "what if there's no electricity at night?" i'll bring a torchlight! :D "what if it rains, and we got soaked in rain water?" i'll bring extra clothes! :D "what if my camera/ cell phone not battery?" i'll bring my chargers! :D "what if there's no towel/soap/shampoo/hairdryer... in the hotel room?" i'll bring all of them! :DDDD
So during the journey, if something unlucky happens [ just let your imagination go wild!] (anyway, CHOIII, touch wood!!) i still have snacks, clothes, pill, torchlight, extra clothes, umbrella... okie, this is getting too far.= =
So basically that all ^^^^ bring me to the problem in packing. Yeaa, you may think it's funny, but it's even funny if you know that i'm very serious in all these. :P
Yeappp! i'm going for a trip tomorrow! which brings me to my next problem, i haven't pack my things yet. It's 1am and i have to wake up at 5am. = = which ---- brings me to another problem, i got so many things that i want to bring!!! i don't even know how to start my packing. = = Oh yaa, and by the way, it's a 2 days 1 night trip, and i've been thinking how can i force all my stuffs to a bag for hours. (i'm good in wasting time :( )
MY final decision. Set priorities! :D i should have think of that hours ago. = =
i'm really good in wasting time! ohno.
Wish my luck. :D
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