my final decision

Well, since i got back my Physic test paper, i've been in the deep despair. I realize that i WILL lose my scholarship if i maintain my results like this.
In the previous post, i mentioned that i wanted to improve all my test results.
Yet, all my science subject test results deteriorate, and for the first time in my whole life, i got a F. Even though my Math and General Paper improved, but i seriously don't think it's good enough for A Level Examination standard.

If i could not achieve my goal, my A Level Examination results sux, and my dreams would not come true, my enthusiasm to study will be deaden. End up, i will be in the realm of perpetual darkness (academically). S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y.

There's so much that i want to write in this blog, i love to blog,
but i have accept the fact that blogging is a waste of time for me NOW.
A post without photos, probably need at least 30 minutes - 1 hour; a post with photos, probably need at least 2 hours.

so my final conclusion is:
no more procrastinating. no more dragging. no more waste of time.
less blogging. less online. less reading unnecessary books.
study more. revise more. do more.

See you in the next post. :)
-X-

Weird dream (again)

Well, just a post about my dream again. Dream is a series of mental images and emotions occurring during sleep. my friends used to say i'm weird coz' sometimes i really can recall and tell them my whole dream. Just like what i usually tell my friends, i dream every f**king night. and this morning (2am), after i finished the previous post. i thought i could just straight away doze off. but NO! instead of that, insomnia attack me again (i have totally no idea what's the reason, the only reason that i could think is the tea.) so at 3am++ i finally slept. thought i slept soundly?? NO! weird dream again! the dream was actually quite long. and thank you so much, i only remember some of it. But that "some of it" is weird enough. i've summarized that part in an ugly drawing. ==

Okie, sorry for my ugly drawing if you cannot understand. == Basically, this is part is towards the end. Luckily the whole front part i could not remember! Happy~ :D lol. so the part starts with a scene that i was shopping with 2 friends which i forgot who are they.. i went into a shop, and there's a pretty flowery dress, very nice... and i ask the only person, which is the weird old man about the price. Once he say the price: (as you can see in the picture) RM1080. I was so shocked (coz' it's so expensive, yes, i have no money) and i suddenly become crazy. Just like a lunatic, i run run run run run run run run run run.... (==) until I reach a place.

That place, is super awesome!! it's a great wall of food! lol. haha. the wall is so freaking high and couldn't see the end. and the WHOLE wall is food. as you can see, there are onions, bacon, cheese, spaghetti, rice.... and i look so little in that wall! i'm so excited and walked so quickly expecting to see more food.... until i reach a part of wall which is a photo of underwear. Wtf?! than i was so shocked and i woke up. ==

for no reason, i just feel like surfing the internet and find out what my dream was about. according to the "dream dictionary", which i only found two of it the closest to my dream:

Blue

Blue represents truth, wisdom, heaven, eternity, devotion, tranquility, loyalty and openness. Perhaps you are expressing a desire to get away. The presence of this color in your dream, may symbolize your spiritual guide and your optimism of the future. You have clarity of mind. Alternatively, the color blue may also be a metaphor for "being blue" and feeling sad.

If you are wearing light blue in your dream, then it symbolizes your creativity. You like to pace yourself in whatever you are doing.

i really seldom buy blue clothes. in my whole closet, i think you can only find 3 blue clothes. so... blue dress...herrmmm....

Food

To see food in your dream, represents physical and emotional nourishment and energies. The different types of food can symbolize a wide range of things. Generally, fruit is symbolic of sensuality. Frozen foods may imply your cold emotions and frigid ways. Eating certain foods refers to qualities that you need to incorporate within your own self.

To dream that you are hording or storing food, indicates a fear of deprivation. You do not trust what you already have.

To see or eat stale food in your dream, suggests that you are feeling sluggish and emotionally drained. You need to be invigorated and revitalized. To eat bad-tasting food, indicates some sourness or resentment in your emotional state of mind.

so what does food mean in my dream? == lol. and the wierd underwear? ==

Anyway, i just search it for fun. there are actually some results (not mine!) which are quite scary. go check the website by yourself! :) ahh, but..... no need to be too迷信. haha (eng sux.==)

-X-

Pre-Birthday

Since my friend- Yee Teng will be super busy next week, so I had a wonderful pre- birthday dinner with her just now. :) We went to 4 places for our dinner! XD So i'll just let the photos tell the story :)

Thanks to Yeet who fetched me :)
VPeaceV
Love her outfit btw. ♥


red light. hehe. :D

1st restaurant: Bel Pasto
(an Italian restaurant)
actually at first we planned to eat in this restaurant only.
but i said that i'm kinda bored with the food there coz' i've been to that restaurant (1st outlet) for lots of lots of times. Then, we decided to eat at another restaurant XD

so, we only ordered my favourite dessert in this restaurant - Tiramisu as my birthday cake.

tq YeeT. ♥

After that, the 2nd restaurant is:

a Japanese restaurant.

cool. like Daore - another Korean restaurant

YeeT and I ♥

after waited for quite a long time,
the food finally came.
we ordered only a set, we shared it. :)

CLover! hehe. :)

Overall, i rate that restaurant 5/10. paiseh.

Next..

a Hong Kong Dessert Restaurant

we're the only customer. ==

cool!

Our third destination . :D
By the way, these 3 restauranst are in the same row.

What we ordered is.... (?)
okie, i don't know what this dessert call...lol..
I treated YeeT coz' she fetched me :)

Since there's a knife, so i cut it like i'm cutting a birthday cake! :D

What is inside the green 1 is YUMMY durian and cream, while inside the yellow is lovely mango and cream. Well, i love cream (but not too much :P). So this dessert is ok for me. The durian and mango actually suit the cream! fantastic combination~

Next, we went to Desa Park City. (for months did not go there to jog already. ><)

The parking used to be free. :(

And we (like usual) went to eat:
(the 4th destination)

32 F. ordered - yogurt flavour with choco chips.
It's kinda weird not to see Jeen Vern work there.
is like whenever you mention that place, it definitely reminds me of her. :)

yummy~~ :D
not my hand btw. keke.

love to take photo randomly. :)

Mooncake festival approaching. lots of lanterns hanging on the trees~

my "lovely" birthday present.haha
I LOVE IT.
Tq soooooo much~~~!!

Thanks again for fetching me home.
Love ya!

So this is my birthday present ♥
kinda funny right? haha. but i love it!
it's from the anime ONE PIECE and it's not an ordinary file.
i can understand this thingy is not cheap as it's an anime merchandise,
not those very cheap or fake 1 that you can simply buy at a small store!!
she knows i love original stuff.~ ^^
if you watched the anime, this WANTED poster part in that show is DAMN funny.
Besides than putting the documents,
It can also makes me laugh and release my stress. (LOL!)
that's why i say this file is not an ordinary file. haha.

thanks again, i had a lovely night and again, i love the present.

♥

♥

♥

P/S: next posts:
=Pavilion KL: with Yee Teng
with Wei Jan
with Jeen Vern
=random day in college
=某某漫画大结局之感想
=某某电影的感想
can't wait! but i'm sleepy now.. (almost 2am!)
i think i will only write about Thailand trip when i'm really really very free. :)
Good night! ( i mean Good morning)
-X-

so many & so much

I got so many stories want to tell, so many things want to say, so many photos want to upload and so many posts want to write.
But at the same time,
i got so much homework need to finish, so much house chores need to do, so many books need to read and so many tasks need to accomplish.

i want to concentrate in the class so much,
but at that same time, i want to sleep so much.

I just hope i could sleep for 6 hours only but still energetic on the next day.
-X-